It's funny how...

 It's funny how 2 weeks ago, I couldn't wait for 2 weeks to happen so I could book my travel arrangements and be whisked away to Seattle for 2 months.

Now I'm like meh.

I think I need some sleep.

As I've said the act of putting away the suitcase really helped. The effort required just to pull that out of storage (in a closet) is too much.

And thinking of repacking clothes based on seasonal weather that's different than mine - meh. 

It doesn't help that I haven't really been asked on any dates across all 3 apps. I've matched a bunch of people on CMB, and now that I have more experience I KNOW I don't have to do anything to get their attention. I don't have to wonder. It's a fact. If they want to ask me out, they'll ask. So I just match and wait.

It definitely takes some decision making out of it for me which I can appreciate.

And it sure makes it easier to stay now that our Lows have finally broken 70s and are in the high 70s. I can feel the little bit of coolness in the evening and early mornings.

So to leave that to go to Seattle for cooler weather seems less justifiable.

Without dates or a boyfriend, my case falls flat even for me.

Part of it just the fantasy.

I wish I would have just gone back, especially when I saw that cool lake house. And just trusted the amazing summer I had.

What's my life if not one of regrets.

(Right now Brain has rounded up the Last Match to the love of my life. I think he's the One!!)