I don't know why..

 There's a meetup with the old ladies group in a few minutes. I don't know why, but I can't seem to get motivated to go.

I guess I could still go, but I don't really want to.

I'd planned to spend the day watching TV since it was supposed to be an easy day, but a 30 minute task ended up taking 4 hours. Feelings.

Maybe because I had my social interaction for the day. 

More people online talking about moves. This back to school time is just a great time for moves.

Feeling a bit disappointed that the Seattle job didn't follow up to schedule the next step. Womp, womp. 

I'd love to say I'm not as anxious as I used to be but I have checked my email at least 5 times today when typically I do it 1x by now.

Oh well. I'm not feeling the doom and gloom I usually do.

I feel less saddened by my current life circumstance and more just resigned.

It's more a feeling of acceptance than anything.

Yeah, instead of questioning - is this really all there is.. it's like... oh.yeah. this is really all there is. Oh well.