Yeah, kids, for one portion of the day yesterday, I was hopeful! Like I was dreaming and hoping and dreaming.
I was in another meeting for this project that I have no idea what I'm doing on. And decided just to apply for a job in Seattle.
It's a company I'd interviewed with previously and for whatever reason hadn't progressed to offer. I applied again.
I was on the let's make things fall into place. The posting had been up for 30+ days and usually I try not to pay too much heed to those.
It's so funny how Brain works. When it seemed out of reach, it was the only thing that would make me happy. But now I'm scared a bit. It's what happened with the last boy. When we weren't in communication, he was all I could think about. Then when he responded, I got a bit scared and wanted to fast forward to the end.
I had this fantasy of being spirited away to Seattle and having my Life Fall Into Place. Boy and I would reconnect. I'd have a fabulous life in Seattle, and we'd live happily ever after.
So I applied for the job.
And within...brb... have a meeting.
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