Part of me just wants to go!

 I was clicking around yesterday and even someone on Journey to Launch re-ran an interview they had for another professional who moved to Seattle. 

Ha!

A part of me just wants to go and settle the score once and for all. The score with whomever- the universe, the Giver of Signs, God? 

I was a little excited, but I know myself well. Just the thought of dealing with luggage and packing made me feel overwhelmed.

I can't figure out what hair style I would get since it's only 6 to 8 weeks. It's a process because ...black.

I don't have a go-to style or go-to hair person. So it's more overwhelming clicking.

But I will admit I got a bit excited. 

I have 3 therapy appointments scheduled this week. Imagine!

I don't have many thoughts right now.

It's Monday morning and the two meetings I had - 1 was cancelled and 1 is just admin stuff.

So I'm up at 8a and a little groggy.

Apparently Orkin tried to come at 7a. I definitely would've missed them because even when they showed up at 8a, I didn't hear the door or doorbell.

I checked my YTD budget for this year, and I'm already at about $30k. I'm hoping I'll stay under $50k if I travel again, or if I don't probably closer to $35-40k. 

I know right now, I'm already thinking about next year's budget. With all these thoughts about Seattle, I'm aiming to max out 401k in the first quarter of the year, so I can have access to all the paycheck funds after that.

I thought the magic pills were helping to quiet my thoughts at night, but they're not really.

I'm still not sleeping much through the night. I think this last weekend was the third weekend of cocooning in my bed from Saturday to Sunday. It got a little old but I just stuck with it.

OMG, I opened the window to get some of the pest control scent out, but the construction racket might actually drive me bonkers.

Oh, good news! I took a shower/rinsed off last night. I just felt icky and gross, so in the middle of the night I just rinsed off. I couldn't bring myself to get that involved with soap and using two hands. It was still good to just feel less stink.

Anyway, I'm just babbling since I'm not fully awake.

Later.