Fail! Fail! Fail!

 So yeah I didn't make it to Tuesday. I probably could've but I didn't. So we'll never know. Mormon boyfriend matched with Catfish Katie. I was gutted!

I mean less than 24 hours after being with me he was active on the app. I talked myself down, but I need not have. He's already trolling for new dates. Wow. 

Is anyone ever going to think I'm a catch? 

And here I was having this great monologue and love story in my head and for naught. I'd like to think that's why I just went ahead and texted him a few minutes ago. If this is going to end, let's go ahead and end it now. 

In the heat of distress, I messaged Japple as well. I was hoping he would distract me, but 3 hours later, still nothing. Lame.

A new boy wants to take me on a coffee date. Should I go or do the 3 phone call thing?  I don't know. 

I think I was more invested in playing the long game when I was in the dark about his interest. I was trying to reset our connection but if there's nothing there to reset, what am I taxing my mind for.

So yeah, obviously my immediate thought was I have to get off the apps immediately. 

Yeah, no more app swiping on weekends. 

I don't know. I'm out of rules. I need to give myself a timeout.

My reset for most things is usually 3 days. 

I already deleted the email I created for our video chats.

I'm sad, it hurt my feelings, and I did spin out a little by messaging Japple.

So both of those have been moved to the Reject Pile.

This week I have to focus on work anyway.

I have a deliverable due; I have my meeting with my mentor. 

This morning I had a flat tire and after some calling around, I got 4 new tires! Big girl moves! 

I also worked on my cousin's resume and have 3 possible jobs opportunities for him to apply for. 

So those are the things.