Mon, Oct 3, 2022, In a funk

 I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm in a funk of the blahs. I'm awake before sunrise and I am feeling it friends.

Accomplishments:

- I did 9 CEs yesterday. Well, probably 8 because when I looked I only had 1 from the whole year!! Whoops. Luckily, I had the energy to look. And registered for a few today and a couple the first 2 weeks of November. I figured I'd start there, but then I decided to knock out at least one, then I thought just round it up to 3, then 5, and finally, I just decided to do 9. I was on a roll! That feels amazing. So I have to do 5 total Live ones. And then I'll be done.  I remember my first year of being licensed, I was so nervous about completing these that I did them throughout the year. I have my subscription until early March, so I am hoping I can finish 2023s credits in the first 2 months of the year!

- Canceled the meeting with Valerie as a petty move for making me do her work 3 times while she takes vacation. 

- In the midst of the confusion, Brain was slowly putting together that my Work Location for tax purposes still wasn't correct. I can't find the place on our Workday that you can upload tax forms but I can see that my work location state has been changed...again. And it's still not right. 

Other than that I've been circling the drain a bit. Feelings of what am I doing here - both in general and in Seattle. I can be sad and mopey back in NC. As expected my big plans for my vacation budget for next year are being called into question by Mean Brain. I'm just lying to myself that I'm having fun when really all I want is to be rescued, fall in love, and live happily ever after. 

Ok, so maybe I'm returning to Seattle with the hopes of falling in love and living happily ever after. I don't know anymore.

I mostly want to eat and sulk.

Let me go register for benefits.

P.S. - Hey self, I think I'm going to give you permission to sulk for the next 3 weeks. Expect a lot of posts, blogosphere!