Dear Diary,
Yesterday was a pretty good day, not the relaxing cozy day in, but good nonetheless. I got to spend time with Sean and it was really nice. We hugged for like 8 minutes waiting at the bus stop. I already love him! Lol.
I was so happy he waited at the bus stop for me when I was arriving and when I was leaving. Eventhough we've been exchanging some saucy texts, he did clarify when he invited me over tonight that it's just for PG cuddling which was quite helpful.
Regular Me wants to go, but I think the book would want me to give back after I received something from him. So I think I have to decline. I was going over different verbiage so I think I'm at...just letting him know it feels like a booty call. Which I soooo want! But I want love and commitment more, so I have to be patient!
I have an app date this afternoon. I want to practice not offering to pay, especially at counter service and letting the silence linger, ie not leading the conversation.
There seemed to be a small flurry of activity on the apps, and one guy that matched me actually said in his profile he's just essentially looking for a winter fling to get through the cold dark. Wow! So now I'm wondering if I should stay a little longer. Like September was too warm for cuffing season. Hello Landing offers a 7 day stay with their membership which I didn't realize. So if I stay, it would really be for just 7 days.
I'm just scared of losing momentum with Sean. The upside is that I'll be back next summer, so there's always that.
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