Unfortunately, I still need these check-ins because I'm not getting better. Yesterday was not the best day. This morning I woke up anxious (like when I had Old Job). I woke up with this intense desire to know what went wrong.
If this is what they call closure then it's what I want. I just want to know.
Was it the conversation I had with Holly? (names changed)
Was it the lack of conversation I wanted to have with Rogelio?
Or was it really the transition date and your lack of control over it?
Luckily, Holly is out today so I can't message her in a moment of self-destructiveness.
And I'm hungry too.
So yes, I woke up and immediately checked Old Boss's Calendar. Why? I don't know.
I tried to look up old notes and I don't have anything written from that day. I don't know if that's true.
I'm hungry. What can satiate this need to know?
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