Wednesday Mehs

 I didn't want to leave bed this morning. Well this afternoon. I didn't have a lunch spot in mind and didn't want to do the work of thinking of one. I started watching Southern Charm Savannah. I thought I'd seen it before but only a couple things sounded familiar. 

People really do carry their trauma with them and when faced with their abusers (for lack of a better word), it is very difficult to hold back.

Also, I was starting to have some hateful feelings about things I read on Ask A Manager so I had to step back a little bit. I am reminded why I don't maintain an active presence on social media. I just can't take it. Maybe this is why I didn't become a child star. I don't have the mental fortitude. 

I had my leftover Jimmy John's for breakfast with the chips and an orange. I promptly fell back asleep.

I just had 2 bowls of Corn Pops for lunch. Oh well. I want something more but can't think of what. 

I don't want to enlist God's help or favor in the play for Big Job but I kind of really want it (the job). I might be romanticizing it though because.. Human. I did just write a second draft to the email I plan to send on Monday though. I added just a few more details so it's not quite a cover letter but pretty close.

I don't know. I'm kind of getting used to my New Job I guess. I think there is definitely potential there to at least learn a new skill.

To see this young girl breakdown after reading all these really mean comments about her on social media, it all just seems so unnecessary. What is the point? For me the risk far outweighs the benefit. 

Not much else to add. I think I did get one of my bank bonuses though, so that's exciting. I'm kind of relegating Old Laptop to just email checks and blogging for now though. So I'll take a look next week sometime.

Not much else going on. I just can't get into teen drama like I used to in my twenties.