Dear Diary,
It just hurts is all. I'm tired of being alone and feeling unloved and uncared for. I wish Sean would respond. I wish he would fall in love with me. I wish I had a chance at happily ever after.
My mood is definitely lower than I anticipated. Hopefully, I'll shake it off in 7 days.
Accomplishments:
- Financial check-in with 401k plan advisor
- Listed some office furniture for sale (BIG UPS!!)
- Took the photos, made the ad, searched emails for previous listing of said office furniture
- Sent the required documents to New Bank to get name changed. Update - name successfully changed without issue!! Yay!!
I was so desperate for attention, I scoured through emails from 2010 to find my old cell phone bill to text a boy who thought I was weird. Just to have my phone beep. No surprises - he didn't respond either.
I'm determined not to get too sad this holiday season but it's not looking good.
Oh as I just included above, my name is changed on all the banks I plan on using moving forward.
So I'm down to 3 brokers (still a lot, but here we are). And 2 regular banks - 1 for a hub and the other for regular and recurring expenses. All 5 have my new name.
I still have a churning bank which is fine. But I don't think it'll be an issue to change.
Personal Capital keeps advertising their high yield savings account and I am very tempted but I can't open another account right now.
My Hub is where all my extra cash goes. There is at least 1 bucket of funds there, and I plan to house other funding buckets there moving forward.
Oh I stopped taking the supplements on my last day in Seattle. I don't think that's the reason for my low mood, but there's no real way to know.
I'm so glad I deleted Sean's number because all I want to do right now is contact him. Grrr.
I'm also a little anxious about having to do real work next week. I probably need to prep but I'm not doing anything until next week rolls around.
The overcast day isn't helping much. I just want to stay indoors. I don't know if I'm going to either of the 2 meetups tonight. I want to stay home and feel sorry for myself.
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