Fresh Rejection

Sometimes when my intuition is right, it makes me feel like I'm always right. I'm trying to hang on to Hinge for 3 months so I don't keep signing on and off. I want the next time I delete it to be the last time. 

I've paused my profile because there's only 1 slow burn on there that really isn't my type. If I'm following my dental hygienist, I'm really not physically attracted to this guy. Prior to this conversation in March 2022, I didn't even think I had the option to be physically attracted to a potential partner. I get what I get and I don't get upset. I've always just relied on personality because frankly those were all the options available to me.

I know it's still true because I have my Catfish Katie profile to remind me. I set her parameters exactly the same as mind and she's still at over 100+ matches even in my neighborhood where seemingly the well was dry. It's not. 

Then I was greeted this morning by an email that my 5-person interview led to nothing. They went with someone else. Good on them! I already knew these small time, too many people interviews don't end well for me.

So dating and interviewing continue to be my nemesis. 

I'm really grateful that they responded and I didn't have to email for the rejection or be ghosted. So, there's that! 

I finally set up my Walmart delivery. I just didn't feel like it last night. I was a bit weepy last night. Only 2 or 3 tears, but just overall blah. 

I decided I need to walk or talk at least every 3rd day. I technically did chat with a colleague yesterday morning but it wasn't enough. By about 7p I was feeling bad again. I'm trying my best to enjoy my freetime but it's better for me if it's sandwiched between something. 

I don't know what else to do about that.