New Year, Single Me and Lazy Text

 I'm having one of those palpable moments where I am hungering for a warm body next to mine. My singleness is palpable. These moments are infrequent but when they happen, they're hard to shake.

I am missing all the apps! I almost downloaded Tinder. Yeah, it's that bad. I thought I had eased out, but I guess not. Maybe because I still had some active chats? Note to self for next time. 

But ultimately, even Hashbrown wasn't clamoring to move off the app or call me. And I know from being Carefree Kate, that that is a thing that happens. So I can't feel too much loss.

My eye is twitching for all the things I have to do today that I've been putting off. I just want to bury my head in the sand.

The main thing I really need to accomplish today is pay my HOA bill. I have to activate my new credit card to get the bonus, then move money to actually pay the bill before too long. And of course log on to HOA platform, add new credit card, and pay the bill.

I hope if I can just complete this one series of tasks, the eye twitching will go away.

Maybe Brain is tricking me by focusing on my singlehood instead of all my pending tasks.

Oh! I almost forgot about the Lazy Text.

After what I thought was amazing banter from a 30 year old a few days ago, I heard crickets. Last night he texted me a lazy text that I promptly deleted. I was so proud of myself for not even being tempted to text him (until the lazy text) because there were some early signs that our first chat would be our last chat. Unfortunately, I'm just bored (and desperate) enough to Reply.  Maybe I'll wait until after 3p when people on the West Coast might actually be awake. Yeah.