Feelings, Why You So Silly? (On Maryland and Dating App)

 The feelings that keep me up at night are so compelling. I feel them so strongly I can't sleep. Then morning comes and it's like what feelings? 

Here's where I landed at 4a.

Tomorrow, Dec 15, is my last day on the dating apps. That gives me 10 days of washout before Christmas!! Happy Birthday, Jesus!

I thought the next time I'd be free to travel to Maryland would be today, Tuesday, but turns out I had early morning meetings. Whoops! So basically the next time I can travel is Thursday morning (because of feelings) or Sunday morning (because of traffic).

Here's what I decided. 

The Plan

- Get off Apps, Dec 15 (Wed)

- Wait 3 days to see if you can get over Feelings (i.e. no Christmas Boyfriend, Mean Brain telling you you're going to die alone (duh), etc)

-If I'm really struggling with either feelings or pure boredom, drive to Maryland on Sunday morning at 5a

-If not, consider staying and try again next year.