Wed night check-in

 The time feels both slowed and fast. But it's Wednesday and as has been happening, I'm a bit dazed and confused. 

It's weird to be camped out in one room of this big house. Yet nothing has really changed. It just feels like another episode of zombieland. I go through the motions but it's almost like it doesn't seem real. Like I'm just going through the motions.

I think this is what 3 years of isolation does to you. 

Well I went to the networking dinner really hoping for a steak and baked potato. But it was a pre-fixe menu. So I got dairy free salmon. And listened to the hard sell to join retail.

It was odd but I was not uncomfortable.

There was some yummy jumbo shrimp cocktail. And I got a to-go box with half my salmon. I never pay for salmon because I don't find it to be that delicious of a meat source for the price you pay in a restaurant. I'm fine with the frozen farm raised. 

Only 4 people attended and they had spots for 15! Yikes.

The big surprise was there was someone from my graduating class and she recognized me right away! But I (per usual) was so caught off guard, I didn't know what to say. I wasn't expecting to see anyone I knew!

So I feel a little weird about that, but luckily there were no consequences. I even started to believe the lie I was telling about wanting to work retail. Ha! All I wanted was some free steak.

But the dinner was lovely. I got to chat and nothing weird happened.

I can do this socializing thing.

I do want some dessert though. But it's almost 10p and I have to take magic beans soon.

My hair was blowing in the wind and I felt beautiful. And beauty is powerful.

Yalllllllllll! I'm about to move out of this house! It feels like the morning, afternoon, and evening were 3 different segments of a life, but not the same life. 

My life is a video game.