How do you stop feeling so lonely?

 Oh wow! It's a cool rainy evening. It was such a good day but it's now 7p and the loneliness is setting in. I ate chocolates, chicken, cookies, chips. All my favorites. Read some blogs. Watching a not terrible show and even got some work done. 

All the makings of a good day.

I found myself wanting to arrange a Friends and Family Game Night. What am I looking for? Connection. Old Habits Die hard! 

I'm just doing the same old thing. Trying to revive friendships that have died over and over again.

Just messaged Last Boy. What am I looking for? Connection and accolades.

I was actually a bit bummed, but then I checked my last Bank Bonus, and all $400 deposited! Niiiiiiiiiiice!

I'd been running that one for 6 months. It was a pain to set-up but a joy to receive!

So I can't be that mad. 

Last Boy will probably send an emoji (when I'm looking for a date). I'm doing what I always do. 

Internet Lady messaged to buy my futon. *facepalm*

Haha. Not sure what I'm doing about futon, actually. 

Oh, I looked at my short term rental sites and they only have four options available on the date I want to move in. Can't wait to see how this plays out! I guess summer season is in full swing! 

If I end up homeless, this will be hilarious!

I don't actually have a backup plan. 

I can't be that sad about Last Boy when I've family and friends who knew me for many years and actually had a mutually close connection with who refuse to talk to me. So it's pretty high hopes to think I can get a guy who just saw me naked for a couple weeks to want to be my life partner. Ha!

Well, I'll just look at my Budget App and celebrate my money wins alone. I'll just keep drifting until I run out of lazy river, I guess. 

It will feel cool to think of moving like graduating, though. I'm just going to pretend like this is a makeover summer and I have everything to look forward to in the fall. Let's just forget history for a few weeks and up to the year.

It's going to be great. I'm going to have an amazing time because I'm an amazing person!

I'm very much looking forward to moving, the summer, and Newtown!

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