Friday update

 So I was very sleepy and anxious all day. During my therapy session, the lawyer called and my therapist told me to pick it up. In the end she convinced me to go to the lawyer's office and get the documents I needed. It took 2 hours to drive there on what turned out to be back roads!

I was very groggy but made it there alive, thank goodness! My lawyer was very nice and she explained what I was signing. So in the end it was a good decision vs trying to figure it out on my own.

She even helped me to decide to get a paper check and gave me the paperwork to drop off at the buyer's lawyer. 

So that's all that's left to do on the transactional side... I think.

My stomach is feeling weird but I told myself if I make it to the lawyer's office, I could get Chik Fil A for the drive home. So I did! It was okay. 

The drink is always way too much for me. 

I feel totally unprepared to load up my car tomorrow. I've been thinking about staying until Tuesday. But that will probably be hectic because I'll have to pretend to be logged on and also meet the cleaners. I guess there's always Monday. 

I just feel out of sorts. But in the end I'm glad I got this bit of paperwork done. Even if it took 5 hours out of my day.

Luckily, I had nothing else to do.

I'm still feeling quite drowsy. 

I want to relax and watch a few comedies. We'll see how I feel in the morning. The easiest thing to do is probably just stick with the plan. 

Load up the car Saturday. Move in Sunday. Rest Monday.

I thought I wouldn't need the rest day since this week was a light week but I was also very sleepy. So I might need the extra day of sleep, I suppose.

But somehow my heart's not quite in it. Not sure what that's about.