I feel strangely anxious

 It's starting to feel like I'm living in a cushy prison. The four walls are closing in on me. 

I'm not sure why I feel this way. Maybe it's my interview tomorrow. I prepped a couple questions, but that's about it. 

I also hate waiting for appointments when there's a gap between the last one and the next one. I have my physical therapy appointment today in like 4 hours from my last meeting.

I had a list of tasks to do today, but I was not feeling one iota of motivation. Usually, by Tuesday, I can get motivated to plow through the tasks. But today I'm not feeling it. 

Was it just last week that I was closing on my house. Wow, can we spend some time in that moment. The check hasn't even cleared. 

The house feels cluttered so my mind feels cluttered. I probably need to tidy up a bit. 

Luckily, nothing I have to do is pressing. But yeah I feel strangely overwhelmed. So much so that I just want to lay here. 

I can't believe 4th of July is this weekend. My oh my where has the time gone! I wonder if anyone will be at work on Monday.

It'll be good to do my financial check-in this weekend. Or this week. Or in the middle of the night. 

I'm constipated too, so that also affects my mood. 

Today is just a blah day. And I was so no blah yesterday. 

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