Please confirm

 So my please confirm colleague sent me a few messages today. A committee member casually mentioned bringing it up to my mentor. I knew that was a bad idea which is why I didn't do it the first time it happened.

But it slipped out. #negativeinfluence

Oh well. Today was supposed to be a great day! And you know what, it still is!

Life is good! No complaints.

Normally, I would be fretting over this thing or that thing. And yes it will suck if something bad happened at work, but financially I will be okay.

So yeah, I hate confrontation. I hate nipping things in the bud. TV is wrong, it's never good to air out grievances. Haha. 

Oh well, sometimes you gotta re-challenge your beliefs even if only to re-affirm that they still work. Yep, still works. Just smile and nod, and just keep swimming. 

Hopefully, this document is officially off my mental plate. I thought this was supposed to happen after Final Draft, but here we are.

I don't know, life feels good even if I stirred the pot just a bit in the last hour. 

I feel strangely ok.

This is progress.

I am extremely smelly.

I have softball at 8p today and then tomorrow...eek!! It's the last full day before I leave for my trip! Yikes.

I was getting that dread feeling again and I finally looked up my new accomodations and there is a rooftop deck. That's exciting.

And I don't know if I mentioned it here or not but I was checking tickets to see if the price went down. On a whim, I went to go change my ticket for an earlier arrival time. And it was like $100+ cheaper and then if I kept my same later arrival time, it was $200+ cheaper. While annoying to wait in the airport, I stayed with the later arrival but still got $200+ in travel credit! Yay, I'm rewarding myself with an Uber since it'll be pretty late to travel via transit with a huge suitcase and carry-on. Yay!

In other news, my credit is pending from Blueground. It'll be great to get rid of them!

Slightly terrified about the trip, but in this moment, I'm excited...mostly.

I bought another new dress because why not?!

It doesn't look like I have any takers for Below Deck Med, and that's okay. 

Eek! I feel nervous. Is this trip really about to happen????

Omg!

I like who I am. I really do, the error comes when it feels like I have to be someone different to achieve an outcome.