Monday Morning Angst

 So what's making my heart race at 8a this morning.

- General malaise

- weird tired feeling

- grey hairs (not their existence but what's causing them, am I mentally stressed from something?)

- sore throat - thought was related to heart burn from surprise spicy food but is lingering and making me feel general malaise

- hoping i'm not sicker than just mild respiratory symptoms - took my temp and it's a normal 97.5 *F (that's a blessing!)

- didn't get a response from work emails; was unsure how it would be received since I'm essentially asking for help and my whole team knows (oh well)

- didn't get a response from the 2 boys I was messaging (i think i need to stop messaging; i'm just torn because I know boys can handle the wait time, but I want to treat people as I want to be treated; i'm trying to be okay with it...but i'm just not)

- ACH charge still hasn't posted for Blue Ground

I'm hoping to take it easy the next day or two which will butt me right up to my trip. Today for sure, I don't want to charge my phone. I want to focus on just resting and getting my document updated for QC. I wanted to volunteer but maybe I'll take it easy, actually. 

Yep, I just thought of that. But I think that means no softball on Tues either. Just want to relax, take it easy. Stay inside. Mostly want to feel good enough to travel, and if I end up not going, I can volunteer Wed- Fri. I think that's a good compromise actually.

Softball is not till 7p on Tuesday, so I can wait until midmorning or noon-ish to turn my phone back on and check personal email. 

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