Good morning! I'm killing time before I leave for my work trip. I got a couple errands done but my heart wasn't in it and I didn't have the focus needed to do the more complex things.
- Reached out to real estate lawyers for help with sale of house
- Received suggestion to refresh offer from OfferPad (Love an algorithm!)
- Reached out to Bank to do name change
I still need to set up autopay because Katie Counselor offered to meet twice a week! Yes, life algorithm! Is this what it's like for people who just wait for things to work out!
Well, 2 things happened the way I wanted...if this is a trend, I could get used to it!
I'm a little panicked to be around people for 2 to 3 days, but I'm calming down. I'm nervous about having my last weekend taken away with work, but here we are.
The toolbar I need to make my work move faster isn't working. I love when technology doesn't work! It's my favorite!
I'm hoping I can sneak in some work after the meeting ends each day since I'll have access to an external monitor. It'll be good to get a bunch done so I can have my weekend free again. Funny, how I dread the weekend when I have nothing to do but don't fill it with work!
I can't really focus because I have to leave in 30 minutes.
One of the things I learned in Therapy is to be friends with Fantasy Brain. I've been trying to kill her. But Katie Counselor said to try to understand what she needs. She is looking for love and connection. From that frame of reference, it's not worthwhile to reach out to someone who has clearly stated they don't want to be with you. Makes sense when I'm not desperate.
But Yay, Me! Somehow I felt pressured to respond to French Girl after offering to set her up with my ex. Why, self, why! Well luckily I just picked another guy- who didn't respond anyway. I could've had that same response without reaching out.
But what is slowly helping me these days - no one is keeping score on a giant life board of all the "good" or "right" decisions. That's just my own scorecard. So I start over everyday.
Sweaty sleeps last night.
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