Just had a work meeting and kinda got bamboozled into accepting another project. Hopefully the mental load will be light enough that I can tackle my other projects.
But in other news, Dan texted me! On Sunday. My phone never beeps and I thought it was the TV since my head was down. But when I checked my TV screen the scene didn't make sense for a text message. And then I thought it was a robo-message. But, nope! It was Dan!
I was so gleeful I didn't know what to do. I have to say it made me hate my male therapist a little less. It just instantly calmed me down.
Anyway, the nature of the text wasn't important. Nothing romantic. Just some questions about tax prep. But after the exchange, I realized..he mentioned his grandparents have a tax guy, so he definitely didn't need my input. And to top it all off, he mentioned using the Doctor of Credit site to get a credit card bonus!! He thinks about me! That's the thing I always wonder. There are so many things that remind me of him, I just always wonder... does he never think about me? And nope, he definitely does!
But I know it means nothing, men leave their wives of multiple decades all the time without a second thought. No matter how nice she made their lives. But it was good confirmation that hey, I made a bit of a difference in his life.
It does make me question a bit the firmer stance I was taking on not bothering to inform people on non-essential things. Since it just ended up hurting my feeling and I couldn't see any tangible benefit.
Oh well.
Anyway, I have to say it helped soothe the passing of time into night.
For whatever reason, I was too unbothered to worry about what I'm going to do with my summer.
But the question still remains.
A part of me is trying to convince myself not to think about it since my getaway is half over. I have just 2 weeks left here. As this might be my last reprieve for awhile. Let's enjoy it!
It should be a fairly straightforward week in terms of work load for this week and next, so I'm going to enjoy it as best I can.
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