I'm not okay, crying again

 I came to Seattle the first time to stop crying. Now I'm crying and I'm ready to leave.

I've tried all the tricks to distract myself. I'm stuffed and bored of reality TV. 

I haven't gone on a walk maybe that will help.

I'm sad and I'm struggling. 

Why do people keep forgetting about me?

When do I get to have someone to love just me that I don't have to share.

Maybe never.

When do I stop wanting it then.

Do I try to make myself feel better or do I just count down the days until I get to leave. 

I regret ever joining dating apps. It's brought me nothing but heartache.

I drank the love Kool-Aid and it turned out to be toilet bowl cleaner.

It's 7p PST on Saturday. 

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