Some happy feelings, some anxious feelings, some tired feelings

 Yay! 

Just checked my email and...

- Another opportunity from Offerpad came for me to see what my cash offer is and what a listing price would be; considering I sent my info out to to 3 companies, they're the ones after my business the most; most of the emails are automated but that's fine by me; premium service is not my priority; just quick, easy, and convenient; Mark Spain sent a whole person out to me and I never heard from her again; notably even my old realtor sent me a card telling me I bought my house at the right time (thanks! I love some good old fashioned positive feedback/ external validation....yep that's where I am now people); anyway I might just get an idea from them on what my house could list for

- Got approved for a Varo account! (I don't need it since Chime already approved me and their credit building is just what I need, but I'm here for a back-up and it certainly won't hurt my weird credit history...maybe I'll try to convert one of them over to NewName sooner rather than later; or just baby steps and wait until I get what I need from them first...yeah, that's a better solution!)

- Got early deposit! (notably, I was too late adding Chime to my payroll so will have to wait for next paycheck before applying for credit builder; I can add Varo too. The scientist in me is interested to see how the experience will be since I'll essentially be comparing them side by side.)

Anxious feelings

- Work keeping me up

- Move to Newtown (decided to just round-up)

- What am I doing with my summer?

- Should I get my hair done? When?

- Just overall mild distress that comes before leaving for a trip...see why I don't like booking it too early... too much mental drag! I have about 10 days..so it makes me feel like I can't make long term plans..mostly food related

- What are my plans for Jun, Jul, Aug - I guess I already said that...; ended up making a mock-up plan for before and after Newtown. I'm sure you'll see that soon.

Tired feelings

I woke up around 5a today. I loved sitting in the dark and for once not feeling afraid. But it was annoying being awake. Summer is not my favorite sleep time because the weather is wonky and I find it difficult to sleep when it's warm and sticky. I apparently love a cocoon at bedtime and that's hard to do when it's already very warm outside.

Other news

Finally opening my personal email added some excitement to my day. I was excited Chime already had alerts for deposits and withdrawals that I didn't have to setup. Exactly what I'm looking for in a bank! 

I had 1 of my Remote program interviews this week; all things being equal, I don't think it's a fit for me and I already knew that going in. But honestly my opinions change by the minute but it confirmed the biggest downside of that program - insufficient programming. I haven't had much success just randomly making friends without some sort of structured event and they said they "try" to get people together once a quarter. Yikes!