I got the thing!

 I'm so happppppppppy! You'd think I just got into college. Wheeeeeeeeee! I was in the middle of my anxiety management plan.

I walked 3 laps around Walmart - outdoors. I was a woman on a mission! I did my 2 hours of work stuff. Did my therapy appointment.  Then I was on Operation Snackdown.

I'd gone to Walmart and purchased:

- Cookie dough (yum!, I had to scrounge through some packets to get the one I wanted)

- ham slices - not originally on the list but after my very sunny walk, cooking over a hot stove did not seem desirable; so I got sandwich meat as a backup

- bollilo rolls - again as a back up since wasn't feeling like cooking rice and stir fry after my sunny walk

- grapes - they were just there looking at me

- corn - also not on the list, so just bought 2 ears

the things I did go for: CornPops and Popcorn were out of stock. Of course. So I went to Dollar Tree to see if they had anything. And I thought I might want a water jug for my SnackDown and some chips, now that I had purchased sandwich stuff. 

But I checked my email (that I had forwarded to my work email, just in case)....and I found out the good news! Now my Philly trip feels like a victory lap!

I don't know where any of my decision trees are!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm just so pleased as punch, I can't form thoughts. Happiness and glee are so foreign to me I have no management plans for this!!!

I'm not even hungry. 

I need to get my hair done! Ugh........ I just want to be happy for a bit before I feel any other feelings. I hope this feeling lasts forever!