Thurs, 9/22/22, Resistance is futile

 It's near the end of Week 2 of my new life in Seattle. Had a flurry of a start with a work deadline. Then had a therapy session at 11a EST. There was a meetup I thought about going to that was a ferry ride to another part of Seattle. But because I wasn't sure we'd make the work deadline, I didn't get ready and so didn't make it.

Bummer. Because I do like a boat ride and I'm feeling a bit cloudy.

I just want to get back in bed and (maybe cry)? I don't know. 

The talk in the session was just about coming to Seattle because I wanted to and not trying to assign some sort of higher life purpose.

I haven't done much in the way of walking the loop this week but we shall see.

I know it's not great to go 3 days without seeing people, but I don't feel much like going out right now. I'm sleepy. 

I've turned off the notifications from the dating apps. With the pressure off to find a life partner and even lifelong friends, I'm not feeling particularly motivated to do much of anything.

I think I'll stay online for a few more minutes then let my status go to yellow and climb in bed.

I might sleep even though I was trying not to sleep during the day.

Accomplishments:

Made salmon dish

Made potatoes from the 3rd meal

Finished the endorsement

Started 1st part of references list

- Sliced some carrots

- Sliced some apple

- Loaded dishwasher

- Tidied counter after cooking

- Attended counseling session

- Set up payment for counseling session

- Cancelled extra session

Ok, my brain is telling me to sleep.

So as of now, I'm releasing myself from the rigor of walking, daily activities, friend-making and dating until next time. 

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