So yesterday was not a great day. I had been riding a high with the meetups, the scenery, then yesterday a meetup was unofficially canceled. But I went anyway, thinking maybe people might show up. Somehow I was disappointed and sad all over again. My counselor said I went straight from a cancelled event to doomsday of being alone forever.
Yeah maybe.
So I resigned myself to come home and sulk and eat junk food - chips and cookies.
But I settled down by the time I got home.
I got a nice dinner from Expensive Grocery store - roast chicken, brussels sprouts, bread, and cookies.
And while I'm probably not going walking today, I think I might still go out. That's good.
I accomplished a lot:
- I didn't pout all day
- I went to therapy
- I woke up this morning
- I made pancakes
- Yesterday, I recategorized some transactions on my budget app
- I paid my travel credit card bill
- I got paid!
- I worked on some of my work
Today was the first day I woke up and felt the burn of waking up early. It was a bit dark, so that's probably why. So it'll be good to see how it feels in October. And luckily, there will only be about a week of that near the end after my vacation.
It's all good.
And Blonde Therapist didn't say anything about providing therapy while I'm in Seattle, so that was nice.
She's been working on getting me to say And more. Like yes, And. As opposed to either or.
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