So today is the inflection point I've been waiting for for some time now. I don't even know what to feel. I feel tired because I fell asleep in a sugar coma yesterday. So that meant I didn't sleep through the night after I awoke from the coma at 3a.
I feel nervous. What am I going to get?
My colleague on a whole other side of the business got 119% and her manger said that's average. I'll be personally disappointed with an average score but it will be the breathing room I need to care a little bit less.
I'm mentally exhausted from running in circles. And if we're all "great" with varying levels of effort and expertise than why am I chasing a non-existent gold ticket.
I will say 100 efforts later, I did get 1 COOL win! It had me excited for at least 4 hours. I don't know if we've realized any impact yet, but it was cool to see my idea go through!
Anyway, I'm tired and slightly anxious, so I'll stop for now.
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