Twelve hours later I'm still thinking about the same thing I was thinking about 12 hours ago, 7 days ago, 3 months ago.
Here's what I have in my little bedside notebook.
I sent out 2 work emails today. One was acceptable because it was a project I started when I was still churning for what turned out to be that basic bonus. The other I wish I had waited until Monday.
Other thoughts:
Just decided to stick with it.
Work for free.
Work and make less than everyone (stop comparing yourself to others).
Bet the catch-all for other people's jobs that they refuse to do.
Work for free. Do More. Get Paid Less.
It's the last Sprint. Then you never have to do it again. Burn out.
She chose you. You're a desperate sad girl who lost her power a long time go. You will settle for the breadcrumbs of others.
She will love my Buddy more even though she does less. You will not get your day.
Just like Peppy from Call Center #1 and Blondie from Call Center #2.
You'll do more but it will go unacknowledged.
Spend 100 hours making a PPT look great when a basic PPT has the same effect.
Spend nights and weekends doing work that doesn't matter.
That doesn't feel right either.
I just need a plan I can stick with.
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