Is it Tuesday already?

Hi, friends -

I feel unsettled, adrift even. I haven't been sleeping well for over a week, if not longer. Sunday night and Monday night were no different. Going to sleep between midnight and 3a and still awaking between 6-8a.

Sigh. I think a lot of it has to do with doing nothing all day.  I just feel unsettled. The zeal of the bank bonuses have worn off. Other than the big one that requires money movement in July, the rest of the other requirements have mostly been met or are scheduled. That's a good thing, but all this freed up mental space is of course exploring the dark places.

I'm most looking forward to getting my new laptop for New Job.  I wish it were here already (or that I could track the shipment) so I could fool around with it all week. If it comes Friday, then that will be my weekend.

I mentioned yesterday, the robotvac came. I'm just not in the mood to fiddle with it, so it's still in the same spot as yesterday.

I had gotten in the habit of running the dishwasher at the beginning of the week, but because of my funky mood, the dishes are still unwashed.

And the bugs. I'm up to ants, those little jumping blacks, and dust mites. I'm killing at least 3-7 bugs a day. Ick.

My mind can't even focus on any other worries. Just wish my laptop would get here already. We are a very "alerted" society these days so to be kept in the dark is 😫😒.

That is all.

P.S. - Had to disable comments on the blog temporarily due to Spam. Ick. Between that and the influx in my inbox, I had to take control where I can.