Wed check-in

 Up early again because I go to bed at like 9p. I gave up on trying to stay up until midnight. I just lie here and pretend I'm sunbathing indoors. Ahhh, the good life.

These are the days I love my life. It's been over a week of solitude and I don't feel like ending my life. Progress, people! 

I'm just enjoying it. I'm adopting this new vision of my life as: Single by Choice. And it's a bit liberating. However I got here, I know a path forward. To be able to verbalize and hold it in my heart is empowering. Single by Choice. It didn't always fit, but it fits now.

Do all the things. Have all the fun! 

But old habits die hard, but new habits are fun too!

I have started making a Walmart list and an Amazon list of housewares I might need to get after the move. And the list seemed surprisingly short. I'm not even sure what food to buy, but it'll be fun to shop, I suppose. 

Eventhough there is a lot of busy work that goes into setting up house, I think I will still have tons of downtime to bake to death. Hahah. 

I decided to stop at a different town when I leave Sunday so instead of 4h/6h split, I'm closer to a 5h/5h split of driving. I have barely entertained the thought of trying to do it all in 1 day. No thanks! 

Even for a 5h drive, I plan on stopping at the halfway mark. Refueling mentally and physically. I have picked out some audiobooks. I've picked out a hotel. 

I was able to get accepted at a community college to get the student discount on some furniture. But they are tracking me by my email so that's unfortunate. I think the time for wishing I don't raise any red flags is gone. I cancelled one order and made a new one. So I'm hoping they get the memo. I plan to do some final tasks tomorrow. Then on Sunday...I'm on the road. 

In a way I'm glad I'm going to Cabo the week after. 

So that's the latest happs. This is really happening!