Feeling fine...still

 Woke up feeling fine. Peek of fall weather. Love it.

Woke up thinking what was I so afraid of. Think the meds are working. Thinking what's the worst that could happen - I end up alone in an apartment just in Newtown. I've had 8 years of practice. I'll be fine.

Have all the fun.

Woke up feeling excited about the move. Well, not excited but close to it. Less anxious.

There was another feeling, but that was an hour ago.

Gambled and lost on the hotel - the price went up more. Oh well! There's always tomorrow.

Wish I could find an easy place to get my tires checked.

Oh well. 

May not get to it.

Hope it works out.

Travel for work was approved for later this fall. Still can't believe it!

Will have to solve Bill.com once I get settled. No worries now. 

It's Friday, no complaints. 

Was thinking this might be why I don't plan to return to Maryland anytime soon - that's the place I went to recover when my life was falling apart; my cousin died; my aunt's ashes are scattered there. My brain doesn't register it as my happy place. I don't have any friends there either. Controversial as it may sound - I value financial independence over living close to extended family. Meh, that's just not a high value for me. 

But I've always been single at heart. 

That's all for now. 

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