it just feels like i'm so close to get everything i want, it's scary.
i've been tearing up on and off for most of the day, and i'm not quite sure why
i think work
but then thinking about not working is frustrating
my neighbor-friend that i sleep with...is being weird and a bit unpredictable...and he was just such a key part about what made my last year great
but maybe all i get is one good year...
i don't know that i need to stay here without him...so then what..
i just keep moving...
the dark thoughts are coming back...and that makes me sad..
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