I'm going to be okay!

 well i have to hand it to my managers for making my exit from the workforce feeling well-deserved. thank you!

some of the negative feelings are starting to subside as i find my way through..

duh...i suffer from mental illness to the tune of expensive therapy and lots of meds...

so i am deciding to move forward with an FMLA request...

thanks to the internet...it seems easy...i won't fully relax until it's approved but here we are...

i did a thing! 

i tried for the desirable achievable outcomes - trying to get a secondment; another job with the company, and i landed here...

and that's okay too

this is the next achievable action item on my list...

i am the CEO of my own enterprise that is my life...

they are leveraging their skills...and I am leveraging mine...

i got stuck very briefly in the comparison game...why are other people so much better than this than i am...then i look at my bank balance...and realize my skillset lies elsewhere...

there are a couple funds, i'm still unsure what to do with but the for the most part...

i'm good...

i reached the 90% mark and I AM BEYOND THRILLED.

A new surge of empowerment has overcome me!

i can quit..i've always been able to...

so i'm just toying around with different quit dates...

it's mildly fun for now...just planning...but i'm hoping not to drive myself too crazy!