Ok, whatever!

Ugh, so about 2 hours ago I was actually formulating a good report for ye old blog. It included some desirable solves.

• I found a missing deposit I had set multiple reminders to look out for!
• The bank that refused to close my account without me visiting them out of state finally closed my account and refunded my money!!! Big win!
• Home Depot was giving me erroneous charges and a little bit of the run around. After 1 or 2 sleepless nights, I finally called them and the issue was fixed with a quickness!!

Job Stuff

• I am slowly learning not to take on the burden of knowing everything. It seems to be perfectly acceptable for other people not to know everything and really bumble around (not my preferred state but seems to be trending).  It's weird. Watch now that I say it, starting tomorrow everyone is going to be super on their game!!
• Oh side note. One of the leads said I should get an iPad...so I might be getting an iPad..and this is cool too for two reasons.  First, I had wanted to inquire about a company phone, but I'm really glad I didn't since no one on my team has one and I didn't want to be out with my hands out 1 month in. Secondly, the iPad will be cool because it comes with data so that means for the most part I can use the Google Voice number I set up for work on the iPad..so essentially like a phone! 

Then this happened.

You know the Devil always has to pour salt in my Kool-Aid.

But a little progression for me... I spiraled...but only a little bit. Mostly confused.

Here's the skinny. 

Shortly after I started, I thought one place I could have a positive impact is the QC monitoring. There wasn't a great process in place. So I thought to myself...at my old job..I'd help out my manger by QCing 9 or 10 calls a month. I couldn't remember really the whys or how many per person we did since I wasn't really a manger. I just got the task handed down to me. 

Anyway, thinking I'm a professional and I'd had good relationshps (or at least not bad) relationships with some of the QC people, I reached out to a former co-worker and asked if I could run some QC stuff by her.

Well honestly, I'd forgotten about it because life at New Job moves so fast! I got an email today and she was worried about a conflict of interest!

I think it's just an affront to my positive face. Like I should feel a little embarrassed for asking, but I don't really. Or like defensive. 

I think it just hurts to think you got it wrong. No one likes to get it wrong or be told No.

But now I'm just like whoa. Is this where we are. Then of course Brain recalls previous interactions with Call Center #1 and maybe I could have known better.  I had tried to survey them and received no response.  And now this. 

I was just high on life since our industry is turning out to be as small of a world as they told us it would be. I was in the collaborative spirit. 

Oh well. I want to feel worse than I do, but I don't. 

I'm about to make pizza and watch a dating show. So it's looking up for this girl!