I still like my life

 I was happy just yesterday and when I think about it, I'm still happy today. My boss has decided to move forward with informal coaching plan. 

And it is making me sick to my stomach. 

It has to be an ego thing because I am gainfully employed and getting ready to retire. 

Is it worth waiting around for a bonus I may not even get? Well, yes. Because I'll definitely be awarded my LTI if I stick around until it vests. 

So maybe that's the target I shoot for. 

But after that when the dust settles, then what?

I've been toying around with picking a Quit Date and Jul 15 has stuck around in my head just because it's 1 year from Bonus Nachos, but we shall see. 

For now, we'll move with that date. 

The unknown of it all. But if I take that out of the equation, is it doable?

I need more defined objectives, independent of humans. I also want to feel good about what I'm going to do after to make the quit date stick. 

That being said...i still like my life.