I already feel better!

 I was quite nervous about a work situation. The meeting has come and gone and nothing has resolved. 

What I do have resolve for is my end of May 2025 retirement date!! I'm claiming it. 

And I don't need bonus job to do it.

I have more than enough to FIRE at 25k/yr.

Which is awesome.

And I was looking for some kind of milestone or even to mark my time in 2025.

I realized I need 25k/ yr for my FIRE Cash. And it'll take me about 5 months at J2 to get that. I net just around 5k/ mon with J2. So That's 5 months.

I won't necessarily have to save 25k as half of the year will be gone but I'll essentially be on track for the rest of the year having just worked 5 months.

And after that, I just have to let the market do its thing. Purple was able to get to almost double her NW in 4 years, so I'm confident I'll be fine. 

Plus I still have Year 1 and 2 Cash stored from 2 years ago anyway. So, yay!

Financially, I am ready for this. 

Emotionally and psychologically, I am still getting there.

I just need to have this financial plan down so I can weather the ridiculous emotional rollercoaster that is my bonus job. 

As my counselor says, I have to redirect my thoughts as many times as it takes to tell myself it'll be okay.

There is a feeling I can't describe that is unsettling. Maybe - unjust? The unfairness of it all. But I can't dwell on that or even let it call on old feelings. Nope, I do not consent to that.

So I'm going to enjoy my life. I like my life now. I love my life now! 

And I want to spend all the minutes enjoying it not trying to make just the unjust.

I can financially weather whatever happens with Bonus Job!