Um....pull the alarm!

 Yes, my manager has given me what is essentially a bad report or performance improvement plan. Yikes!

Strangely, since this was one of many scenarios going through my mind, I can't say I'm surprised. I mean I am but less so than I would have been. 

Right now my options are:

Default: stay in this position until I'm terminated (but honestly, my human pride/ego has checked me out)

Option 1: look for another internal job

Option 2: look for an external job

I was trying to just last till Bonus Day 2025... to meet my next savings goal...but now I don't know.

Luckily my boss is going on vacation soon until first week of august, so that should help delay any termination. 

But yeah in terms of "keeping my job"...feeling pretty helpless. 

But in terms of financial stability...feeling pretty empowered!

Nothing bad happens. And I luckily have already reviewed my plans for pulling the lever. I've applied to jobs internally and one externally. 

I'm not going too crazy since I know I don't have much left and I have history of applying to random things. 

So if I don't get these next 2 jobs I applied for, I don't really know what else I can do.

If I can't get a job in the field I have experience in, not sure what else I can do. 

So that's my update.

It is as much as an ego hit as you'd think! Wow, I'm just not ready! 

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