It feels good to say that. The last week or so I was definitely stuck in a blue-grey space. But I just have to get through this week of worky-work and things will even out again.
It seems low risk that my boss will meet to talk about a coaching plan this week as he is going to be gone all of July.
So with no new tasks being assigned, and I get through this tough week at work, summer should calm down.
I heard someone say that when we were talking about affording something - I like my life now. They didn't want to pinch pennies.
But outside of pinching pennies, I liked the statement and I liked it for myself. I like myself now. No future planning or bemoaning the past. I like my life now.
I like my apartment. I like my social life. I like the life my salary affords me.
Sigh of relief. No big words or extra thoughts.
Even when I have to clean which I hate or do real work which I always hate. I like my life now.
So yes, I just want to add to it, not take away from it. This is a baseline of happiness.
Note - there is something powerful to watching nature shows. Animals first instinct is to fight for life. Fish often wriggle their way off a hook. Even when their heart is pierced, a squirrel bites its captor. The animal fur that is camouflaged with its surroundings. We are designed for life and have our own innate ability to protect ourselves.
I won't wax on too much about that.
In the world of points, I have 2 more plays I want to want to try to get to for my east Africa trip. Looking forward to initiating those.
Ok, that's all for now.
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