Had a meeting with a hiring manager (finally) and I feel neutral, instead of the shoe-in I wanted to be. And the other members of the panel are people who have already looked at my application and rejected it. So this just feels sucky.
I'm not sure how to figure out a way out of here. I really would prefer to stick with an internal job but as of today and the last few weeks there's not much else I can apply for.
Ugh, the thought of working in my current job just does not appeal to me.
I mostly just wanted to have something secured before I meet with my manager next Monday.
Oh well. I've made plans but so far nothing is really coming to fruition on the job front.
I really don't know what else to do - I've reached out to all my leads and still not really getting anywhere.
I think they are just hiring people they know. So it's not worth it to keep applying. Which is okay.
Just trying to stay motivated as I stay adrift.
I know not to take this personally but it's just frustrating. I have to figure out another plan out of my current job. Just not sure what.
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