I've been churning all morning after just 1 hour meeting this morning related to an audit. I already knew it wasn't my jam, but there I was regardless.
I can't wait to sleep. I like my boss, but more and more I'm tired of this job already. Oh well. Yesterday I did some browsing on our internal job site. I suppose that technically wasn't the first time, but it felt different this time.
I just have all these internal timelines going on. My competitive prideful nature is telling me, well the last person that got promoted, got promoted after 2 years, so I want to do it in 1.
Then a girl on the other side of my department is as much a go-getter as me, so now I feel like I have to outdo or at least match her initiative. Terrible right? Oh well.
Then in general, I'm just ready for something more organized and structured. Less talking, more work product.
How is it still January?
I want to celebrate my aunt this weekend. I was going to get takeout and do something memorable - artsy, maybe go to Walmart, watch something she might have liked on TV?
Yes, the tears came back this month.
In the morning, I always have so many thoughts. Now I can't think.
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