less judgy and some scenarios

 i realize i haven't been so motivated to plan vacations because my life right now is awesome. vacations in the most recent past have been an escape...so it was worth the time and effort to plan and the energy to execute. 

but now, i don't really have a bunch of free time to plan or daydream because i have enough going on in my regular life with work and socializing. and that is an awesome place to be! so, yay!

or maybe i spend so much time ruminating on other things to think of a vacation. but yeah nothing springs to mind.

so yeah, i get it why some people are home body. it just never occurred to me that regular life could be good/ good enough that there's on fantasy of experiencing life elsewhere. not to say that vacationing is an escape for everyone. but for me, it certainly seemed to be.

so yeah, my life is great right where i am at the moment. 

in other news, still trying to figure out work...i think the unknown of it all is what's annoying me the most. 

do i stay with my Level E job and just figure it out...or move to Level D job at call center.

Here's a new thought - what if I just go down a level in current job. the pro is - i don't have to be a lead, and i still get to work remotely; and if they do let us go... i can then look for a specialist role... or see if there's anything in my old job...

but i still have to work with the sea witches... but it solves the problem for now... even better if i can not start until 2025...but my bonus target will be at a different level...which is unfortunate for me...