Feeling restless, alone, and in need of some affection

 Work definitely adds to some stress. It increases baseline stress because I'm still learning my job. I've been wanting to contact a boy ghost from the past just to feel some sort of attention or affection.

Grrr. Maybe it's the cozy weather. Maybe it's hanging out with a male friend who shows no romantic interest in me. 

I don't want to go back to that place.

My energy is low.

I don't want to go dance class today. I was right about Mondays. They are tough to get motivated to do anything. But so are weekday evenings. 

4 events a week are fine, but I need to streamline the days. 

I haven't quite adjusted to all the outfits and preparations.