yay....it's march!!
which means i have an excuse to be happy all the time!!!
it's amazing freeing myself from social obligations just added a boost to my mood.
got some lab results and some WBC were low and lymphocytes were high. so i'm fighting some sort of infection.... maybe just allergies..i hope...
but this frees me from guilt about wanting to stay in and be anti-social...yay...
and with all the social events flowing through my inbox.. i just feel... a bit been there done that...for now... i have to remind myself...it's okay to change your mind, change course...
but yep...now i feel no guilt whatsoever for staying in... i might even forego going out for cookies and food later and eat what i have here...
i am a little nervous about starting the malaria meds though....eek!
i love me...and can't wait to begin crafting the life i envision for myself as a 41 year old taking care of herself as her most cherished and beloved person.