yes, so i started this youtube channel with the hopes of being monetized in 3 months...the data does not support that as a likely outcome
but my brain being what it is...is going to that desperate place... maybe this? maybe that? read up on this? read up on that?
remember when i was job hunting for 18 months or when i was trying to get a husband...the desperation, friends.
i'm not that person anymore.
i've come way too far to slip back into that deep dark dirty hole
so what of my youtube channel?
idk..my goal is to leave it alone for the 3 months for the videos i have scheduled to publish and see what happens...
well i know what will happen, but brain needs the data
and then leave it alone for real for all of 2026 and then 2027 if i want to upload daily reflection content...i can do that
it's okay for what i want and what is possible to be incongruous
my life is great
and i want to keep it that way!
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