Cloudy Day - What's making me anxious today?

 It's a cloudy start to the day but I don't feel too gloomy. I'm glad I got a lot of my work done yesterday so I can lounge the day away. I have some minor angst about a few things that I'd like to get out of my mind. 

In freeform...

- Not sure how program lead is going to respond to request for back-up.

- Wanting to not wait for respond and request new cell phone; but I can wait, my collective data points support this despite what humans say; my team has been very particular about budgeting. Yay me for sticking with my instincts.

- General nervousness for Day 3 of no real socialisation. 

- My connection is a little short for my upcoming trip on Tuesday. I just hope they'll be able to re-route me, so maybe I shall stay unconcerned. Yay. 

- A bit nervous about waiting to hear from a credit card I applied for. Been having trouble with verification.

- General excitement about some upcoming spends I have to meet. Trying to incorporate a friend. She was not as excited about my hack and I feed off people's energy. 

- Again, all this downtime, hoping I can find a way to entertain myself. 


phew....30 minutes later... my program lead responded...so that bit is gone. 

I hate signing on Teams when I'm trying to have an off-day. You know what, I'm going to sign back off. I have too much going on through my head for this. My mental health first. Phew, thank goodness for choices.

I totally lost track of what I was thinking...

In other news...

- I reached all time highs in my net worth...I'm 76% of the way to my Big Goal! Woot! In a fit yesterday, I was thinking, man wouldn't it be great to get there in 2 years instead of 3. I'm trying to fight that feeling and just enjoy my float. 

Oh I remember what else I'm anxious about - a stupid $10 check I fought for and then deposited in Varo. I forgot it has so many restrictions. I'm skeptical of whether it will be cashed and they had me write their name on it.

It would've been easier to just go with a bank that is less scammy, but here we are. I tried to Zelle, but I needed a direct deposit. I actually thought I'd closed the account but apparently I hadn't. You know what, I'm going to close it. It's not all that useful. 

I've been worried about not having anymore unexpired ID with my old name on it. Yikes! So I'm thinking of keeping my passport card. That seems prudent. But that means I have to redo my renewal form that I already printed and made a money order for. I guess that's just what I'll have to do. I have to leave the house tomorrow anyway. Yep, writing it out definitely separates the angst from sense. Phew!

- Oh the other angsty thing....getting food for my neighbor? I might now, especially if its gloomy outside. I might try to call though. I like this plan. 

- oh and my short connection when I fly out...but I rationalized...oh well. I don't want to spend all day at the airport, and ideally they'll probably rebook me, so there's that. 

- That being said I am feeling antsy to go ahead and just get rid of my TD account with old name and rollover my 401k that has an old name. I just want to be rid of those remnants once and for all. 

- So much for taking it easy today...looks like I'll be in things. 

- I guess for now, I'll keep my churner and one brick and mortar account in old name. And I'll stay busy since my playpal is out sick. So that might work. 

- I'll wait for the my other playpal to message me so I don't pester them too much. That was making me anxious as well. 


Alright I guess I'll keep busy from the bed. 

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